Sperm Donor

I dream about the day when you come to your senses
but as i said its only dreams
and a girl can dream
you broke from the beginning
when my mother bore
with your yells, your stares, you words
that tore me to the heart
i am so innocent, in my mothers eyes
i am so selfish, horrible you bicker through the night
you missed out so much from me
my growing years you missed
my first laugh, cry, a baby sigh
when i drew my fist picture
when i fell in love, kissed a boy i missed
but all that you will never see
because the evilness and demon shadow over you
good bye the man who's name is father
but in my hearty, my mind, my soul
you are only a sperm donor